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| 10:07pm 07/05/2005 |
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mood:  crushed music: hurt process - tuesday
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Today was verrry fun. Urbis which is usually a pile of shit was all sunny & nice - apart from a few fights with the same girls. I got verry pissed off cider and then red bull&vodka. I thne proceeded to get my shoes wet in the fountain at urbis. Spent alot of the day with Lizzy as she was drunk also *giggles* and I put philip james's verry sexy shoes up a tree. & as i havn't updated in tiime - philip is my boyfriend. Or...was. But yesyes today was verry fun & I had a lovely time even though my skirt blew up all day.
I cant be arsed explaining the whole day. I made a huge tit out of myself for a few hours with mt drunkenness.
& then there was the whole phil/pikey thing. Pikey found out me&philipjames were fucking. Pikey told me he wanted to hit phil. Phil found out. I had some hugfe talk with Pikey which ended up in him crying & me crying. & then me telling him that he'd never know how sorry I was for doing this to him. Pikey made the effort with phil and was trying to be mates with him. Phil didn't make any effort at first. & when I asked why he accused me of siding with Pikey. This argument carried on until we got to brooklands met station, where he started yelling at me and telling me how much of a bitch I basically was to pull pikey and then go out with him (phil) instead of pikey. & then he got even angrier and in the end he told me to fuck off and shouted 'it's over. It;s FUCKING OVER.' & walked off. Leaving me sat there with a huge crowd of people on the other side of the met station staring at me like 'what the fuckkk'.
& it was fucking humiliating. What was more humilating was that I had to walk past them all without bursting into tears. Which was unbelivably fucking hard.
GAY.
But then when I got on here he was telling my how it was a mistake and how he cant live without me and he wants to die & shit. & I love him so much & I cant not get back with him 'cos I feel all..empty and shit without him.
I never really thought that I'd get like this over a guy.
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| 09:29pm 18/01/2005 |
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mood: crappy music: [ p/m/f/s ]
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Maybe I should be stop being such a cunt and just talk to alex again. It's hard knowing that he gets depressed whenver I hate him and it makes it worse that he tells me that. And he gets all sad and it makes me cry and then I feel like shit and it's so annoying that Im so stubborn and so won't say a word to him.
On the other hand...it be 4 days until Taking Back Sunday *falls over* - Ive waited for so long for this. Again lol. Eeee. |
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| <3333 - The fucking USED *falls over* |
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| 04:07pm 16/01/2005 |
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mood: bored music: planes mistaken for stars - copper and stars.
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ooooh it was so good. And they were all so hottt. And Bert was sex. And it was amazing. And I danced all night. And sang. Oooh. And then it got ruined at the end 'cos Lizzy ws next to me and then this guy ws hitting on me so I was all 'git away' and then I turn round to get fags off Liz and then I see her pulling the same guy and so I started laughing - but the reason I got pissed off was because she then got hold of his hand and wandered off somewhere, leaving me by myself in the fucking pit. so it was like...gay.
And then it turned out she'd ditched me for nothing 'cos he was really ugly and called robin and from london. Dunno why that mattered to her but it did. So I was mad at her for like...actually not that long...half an hour, but then i rememberd that I'd just been to THE FUCKING USED so I was happy again.
And now it's 6 FUCKING DAYS 'til taking back sunday - with my chemical romance and fightstar *gasp* - adam, gerard AND charlie from busted *falls over*
Le Crew have planned that we all go and queue up uber early and send some people out now and again for food. S'gonna be great.
Everyone must go and watch Team America. I spent the rest of the night walking like the puppets.
:O - I found some oreos. score |
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| Ha. Pretty eyeliner. |
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| 11:10pm 07/12/2004 |
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mood:  okay music: Spitalfield - I love the way she said "L.A"
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Not done this for so long. And too much has happened. Hence me not being arsed to go into all of it. But today was good. On the way home Josh rang saying he'd meet me at my hosue...whcih was actually pretty pointless seeing as he lives nearer to triwn than I do - ended up in town with him for like...half an hour beofre getting a lift back to his with his dad - wyho I still get scared of - businessmen who are workholics scare me...Stayed at josh's for aggees. Everyone all out - funny how he actually never knows where his parents go - normally dinner or w/e - rest of le family also out..hmm. So we ate a box of cherry liqueurs which I didnt like 'cos of the brandy. So had some nice jack and coke. Mmmmm. Twas nice day 'cos I was with him and I hadn't seen him since like thursday. And I missed him muchly. An he wouldn't let me go home which is why I got back late. And he's talking to me as I type this. And I may be seeing him on a saturday finally. So..everyone can meet him. Yaaay. But he's not so sure 'cos he's scared of most of my friends. Not scared...Just sorta wary 'cos of what they've said about him. Wankers. But...Eh it's an effort trying to get them to like him now. The majority of them havnt met him/ spoke to him so they can't see what he's like. Do <3 him though. Yay - year coming up soon to mark how long Ive been with him. On and off - hey it still counts. I should re-do my livejournal...=xxx= |
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| 11:35am 12/09/2004 |
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mood: ill music: sparks light and flames
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Hahahahhaaa. Yesterday was town. Was pretty boring. Apart from when i finally took Alex to get his lip pierced :D. He's now my hot emo bitch. Fucking suave. I had to feed him coke 'cos it hurt when he drank it. Hahaha. I want one. Drooly and Pikey got into an argument at Mcdonalds. Drooly ended up throwing a chair at Pikey. In Mcdonalds. Then i got into some form of argument with Pikey 'cos I stuck up for Drooly when Pikey was telling him to fuck off and seemingly insulting him for no reason. Then he went home. The joy. Im sick of guys being moody for no reason. But then we all went to Alex's 'cos all his family were out for the rest of the night. Listened to all the music on his media pc for a bit. Did the teen thing of me and Alex jumping on the bed trying to break it dancing to fucking cool music. Then we started hitting each other with new sleeping bags. Then I fell off a bed. Jess wanted to go and see chris so she was trying to drag me off the bed with Drooly and Alex hooding onto my foot pulling the other way. So i was laughing and shouting "make meee taller!!!" Went out to Chris's. Did a major fucking trek to Ben's but after all that Ben couldn't come out. So we thought we'd walk to the festival in Altrincham where all the bands were playing. Did other stuff. Me and Drooly got really really pissed off 'cos then it started raining eally heavily and we were wearing..not made for rain clothes. so we had to walk home for about 20 minutes back to Alex's. Will finish this off later as i have to go as am meeting everyoneto go and see Maria's performance innit.x</3 |
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| 11:32am 05/09/2004 |
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mood:  pissed off music: stories and comets.
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They all burnt my blow-up Nemo fish in town yesterday. Stupid arsonist friends.
I dunno if I can really be bothered to type up all my day/s. Seeing as I explained it all on my blog on myspace. Easier to go there really.
Oh and my friend's like to go places without me and go out with the guys that i like.And the guys that they know I like too.
Oh i do get a warm fuzzy feeling when i think of my great fucking amazing friends... |
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| 03:08pm 29/08/2004 |
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mood: shit music: Thisgirl - the things we can do with balloon holders
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Why is it that i don't like alot of people? I dont like most of my friends for the fact that they're not real friends anyway seeing as I've only known them for about 4 months, and we don't even have that much in common. Out of the 'friends' that I've known for only a few months I'd say only about 4 of them I do genuinely like.And that's it. I love my friends that I've knwon for a lot longer, they one's who don't drop me the second someone better comes along. When I'm with them I know that I'm good enough for them. I know that they won't bitch about me 'cos they'll just say it to my face if something's annoyed them. Becasue they're honest, they're not egotistical fucks, they're not vain, self centered, fucking obnoxious or selfish. Which is why they're my fucking friends.
I noticed that I seem to get annoyed by some things that people do. And it's only fair seeing as people must get realy annoyed by some fo the things i do. But then i realised again that the only person I don't get annoyed by anymore even slightly is Sez. She thinks i get annoyed by her but it's puely the fact that if im moody i take it out on her 'cos I used to be with her 24/7 and she got used to the moodiness.
So right now i have no idea what Im doing becasue i seem to slightly scrwed up. I've gone really withdrawn again. i dont want to go out. I dont want to see anyone but Sez realy. I havn't seen her since a last sunday when we fell out with her 'cos of the Tom thing.
And now I feel like crapbecause i have hardly any real friends lol. I'm going to make an emo compilation...first track..THISgirl.
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| 11:50am 28/08/2004 |
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mood: ill music: taking back sunday...bonus mosh pt.2
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andy's shindig last night...this lp song sounds slightly hardcorey...odd. anyway. yep.his party. we waited 'til nikki came about and hour late and me, andy and alex went off to spar..yeah spar to get more nicotine. walked past a huge group of le scallies...one of them runs up to me, grabs me by my shoulder and turns my around and shouts "oi faggot what dya think ay doin?!" i then realise it's lauren "messing around" ah my darling trendy friend. her and bex weren't even with the big group of scallies..they were just sat on the wall and they happened to be there. one of these..random scally guys went "yeah ya fucking mosher" ha so as i was laready slightly tipsy from the alcohol at andy's i stuck ym finger up at him and said "ah..swivel". i hate all thsoe in sale moor who...scallies. im making no sense probably 'cos ive had too much vimto to drink and i get incredibly hyper..sad i know. and...loz and bex suddenly got invited to andy's.so they came.and loz was already pissed so it didnt work out well for her...and drooly stole my phone off me.so i had to run and get it off him 'cos of my vaulabe texts. and he made me run round the garden and thne try to jump over foot high wall...get my foot caught..in some fucking invisible thing and go flying over the gras cutting a layer of skin off both my fucking shins. fortunately i didnt feel it that much until this morning...where i am in severe fucking pain...loz and bex stayed over at mine.loz was off her face...completely so we had to keep her in the middle of the bes so we could keep an eye on her to check she wouldnt choke on her own vom...niiiice.we had to undress her and everything..she's so fucking lazy when she's drunk. am now late to meet danni in town.fuckbeans. ive lost my faithful jumper. i feel really ill still.and the weather looks gay. and im at a loss for nicotine as someone stole all my cigarettes last night.
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| 09:16pm 26/08/2004 |
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mood: pissed off music: underoath
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styaed at jess's again last night. we thought silence of the lambs was on itv so i satyed to watch it together. but then it wasn't on...ohhh well. we did stuff 'til bout 2am 'cos then we got really hyper..started taking pictures of the t.v and dancing to the teletext music...how delightfully sad. alot of the year 11's me and jess know are all depressed today 'cos they got not so amazingly good marks in their gcse's. (josh got 2 a's, 4 b's and 2 c's....smartarse- so he was all happy.) but others got like..not so good. jess was saying "it's just a bunch of numbers on paper" which we reckon's true...except they are apparently very important..meeeh.
i finally got my jumper today *yaaaay!~* i know noone's interested!!! it was something to say!!! ive broken out in spots 'cos of that eyeliner me and jess put on our faces..fuuuuck. |
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| 12:44pm 25/08/2004 |
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mood: bored music: stories and comets
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stayed at jessikaaa's on *thinks*..monday.twas fun 'cos we became kittens.put eyeliner all over our faces.made ourselves look like kttens.lmao we agreed we're the ambience of hot when we're kitties. aww she loves this phil dougie a-like guy. and he's hot oh and she's meeting him today! im going with her to g-mex to check that he's not...meh.then...i dunno what else im gonna do.maybe hang around aimlessly for a bit.
and...next day went trafford centre with her and her mum and her mums new guy.lol went to see a cinderella story at le cinema.which *hides in shame* is an okay film...for the fact that the guy's hot...i know other stuff happened.oh yeah and yesterday i was made to dress as a trendy to go to manchester with my lovely scally cousin.and her firned katrina.who i like 'cos she isnt a big scally.twas ghey.and i actually cant be bothered typing stuff now.everything's boring at le mo. am going...out.traaa xxx |
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| 11:23am 22/08/2004 |
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Last night i wrote the biggest journal entry of my life.And then accidentally deleted it.So I am obviously pissed off. As I now have to start again.Meehhh.
Yesterday was tres good.Went to town with Lauren. Alex too. Met some of her brother's friends/her friends at Urbis (oh the joys of Urbis). Aww she loves scott. Then Zara turned up waiting for everyone else - i.e- drooly, steph, emily, jo..others. I went of with Lauren for a bit. She went home with Josh so i stayed with Zara and everyone. Saw Lizzi - i heard someone saying my name over and over again..just "nat nat nat nat NAT" and i thought it was some voice in my head *i was very very..slightly stoned - dont take drugs kids* but then i saw her and was like "oh!!" she's so pretty.And she'd a really nice person so it i feel bad that i cant talk to her for longer.but my friends are all fucking impatient.meh.
Stayed at Urbis with them for a bit. The police came up and talked to Alex and Drooly about what happened at Victoria Station at Maccyd's outside the M.E.N. Alex got basically assualted by the cunt of a security guard when he didnt ever do naything.
Went to le cinema (the Village again - mehh). We had to go back to Urbis 'cos emily wanted to see chris and talk to him. and then i had my encounter with the lovely group of emo bitches at urbis. They really are the most irritating girls ever. It seems to be the fact that if look remotely emo and they dont know you..then they'll just stare at you for ages. I think they do it to try and make you feel inferior or something...but it really didn't work with me...i've never understood the whole bitch thing...why is it only among girls? And this was really annoying to me. What was the point in staring and blatantly talking about me? "ooooh she's emo and we dont know her...so let's stare at her". I, as usual ended up getting really pissed off and yelling a load of abuse...i hate people like that though. And at least i looked decent...and i know how to dress for my bloody figure...when most of them really...really didn't.And at least i have the fucking manners to not stare at people for no reason whatsoever...but...will update later as am supposed to meet jess i about an hour....fuck. |
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| 11:31am 21/08/2004 |
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mood:  cold music: stories and comets
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yeshtarday.a la cineam with sezra.went for our usual firday night thing where in le trafforf centro.get a starbucks.drool over hot starbucks guy.and the gay emo one...who's still hot. go shopping.og see a film.was tres happy as finally got le stories and comets EP *jumps for joyness* and some nifty new tee's from a la topshop and h&m.went to see the village....whcih was scary until the end where it's just ruined and you're like....right so i got scared for nothing? when the monster thing runs though...haaha i was clinging to sarah in sheer terror...and the end of the film left us with more questions.it ended so abruptly that sez spoke for everyone when she said "okay...what the hell".loolo.
will update more later.am meeting lauren and becky to go a la town.in the rain.nifty.hopefully sez and jess are gonna come later but i doubt it.tra xxx |
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| 05:31pm 19/08/2004 |
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mood:  annoyed music: rufio
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why is it that retards annoy me? that the people who actually mean fuck all to me annoy me the most?
i fucking hate emily thornley.she is a retarded bitch. her and this..chris guy are back together now even thouhg it was him and danni that were gonna take things one step at a time and stuff.danni goes on holiday.emily comes back off holiday (not even gonna bother writing about what she sauid about her holiday....she makes me want to shoot someone...namely her)...and this chris guy isnt even hot...at all.he's got piercings only on the left side of his face....and sezra will agree with me when i say about emily...lmao sez hates her.i quote ("but...she's just so fucking ugly!!!")...aww sez is so nice.but she tells the truth...who would want to go out with her.and sez actually made sense when she said the only reason emily wants to go out with him is so she can fuck another guy and try and portray herself as a slut...yeah.she's fucked one guy *bites hand in alarm* - such a whore!!!...jesus..i remember her saying to nicci 'yeah but you said you'd stop fucking guys so i can catch up with you'....words actually fail me.but..i hate her.and so does sarah lol.majorly.
and she's so fucking self-obsessed.and...i cannot be arsed talking about her anymore.
and me thinks sez has blown me out again...oh the joy of it all!!! im actually pretty content sat here listening to mineral. |
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| 10:27am 18/08/2004 |
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mood:  happy music: underoath.reinventing your exit.
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it's so frustating whne people invite you out somehwere...like twon and then just ignore you and go off with some other random people.what's the point in inviteing us out when he was just gonna fucking ignore us? im not actually really arsed seeing as he's no freind of mine.but it puissed me off for the fact that i could of done something else.so eventually me and drooly got pissed off and went home. oh the joy.twas funn really 'cos we had more fun than we'd had when we in town doing fuck all.him and alex came round to le house later on.my dad answered the door and looked at them both and went "you look a bit weird" then he starts laughing to himself...they've now virtually trashed my room seeing as alex decided to go through my clothes, says "im gonna be emo for the night" and then puts on most of my clothes, hats etc...twat.then we were yelling at abuse at the peado who's garden backs onto mine.which was actually pretty funny.
and today have money but dunno what im doing with it.sezra'a blown me out again for emily - the girl who she hasn't talked to in ages 'cos emily's been obsessed with band camp...she hardly even likes her anymore seeing as emily just started ignoring us and becoming obsessed with her peado band mates.
so apparently im going to the cinema with...alex, drooly and....a bunch of people who im not really friends with anymore.but we pretend to be for some reason even though we know that e used to be really good friends and now the lot of us have totally grown apart...namely me 'cos i had other friends and they decided to be sort of weird with me about it. ohhh well. and my underoath song has downlaoded.sickmonds. i can find the rufio songgg thooo... |
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| 11:33am 15/08/2004 |
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mood: cheerful music: tbs - decade under the influence
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tres funny in a la manchester.considering the immaturity of it all.fecking hilarious.we started off with the inflatable "club" of andy's (inflatable penis) and my fruity kick ball which i once again broke and lost.sez said she was gonna come town later...awww and she did.but not before getting lost on the metro...awww poor sezra.she rang me up when we were in mcd's and said....er the tram stopped, it's terminated...im in a dark tunnel.
we tell her to go up the escalator...does she go up the escalator..does she? no. she just waits there.this random perv came up to her and went "areee youuu waiting for someonnee?" ahahahaa.so eventually me drooly and alex went and got her.she looked so scared...as she said "it's a dark tunnel...andthere's like...men".poor sezra.but then twas okies.went to urbis (ohh the fun!) and i made drooly into le emo bitch.song donwloaded...decade under le influence.fecking good songness..
anway...then went back through urbis to go home.someone had put washing up liquid in the fountain outside the triangle again.and i got attacked by foam cos andy hit me with his stupid foam filled club.twat.and there was a really hot girl talking to us.i quote of sez "er..yeah.look at the trackies!!"..she was not wearing "trackies" though she may have been a slight trendy.with a tongue piercing...
anyway.then got on the met evetually.but the met just...stopped.like it had run over something.so we all started telling all on the met that the driver had just gone over a large pidgeon.ahaha they laughed.stupid public.met got terminated....mleh.so we all got off and were crouched by the front of the tram going "look! the pidgeons..there! look at it...dirver's a fucking pidgeon killer"...and people were actually running over to see the dead pidgeon....ahhaha except there wasn't one. yelling pidgeon killer at the tram driver...and why would members of the public run over to see a dead pidgeon...tis sick...mum having a go at me over the phone.
hahaa.was tres late home.we saw that 'sarko'- ha.what a name - guy at brooklands met.looking typically gay.i remember he once said "how fucking emo do i look"....i was like...no.you dont.with your HIM tattoo.look at ya go...twat.he's copied the cliche emo hairstyle that all these emo guys have got at the mo....anyhoo.we were yelling down the stairs at the met stop "marcusss!! we can see ya legs!! sarko smells of weeee!!!" think we were only saying it 'cos he hates andy.so lame but so funny.then had an hilarious argument with mum in the car when alex, drooly and andy were still in the car...for some reason they went to alex's then bout 10 minutes later just...left.and now im grounded for.....a day 'cos i came home too late.lameass.
.i love the way fred mascherino moves his head in the tbs for a decade under the influence vid...i really am sad. too busy jumping around the le song now.traaa. |
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| 10:24am 14/08/2004 |
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mood: meh. music: taking back sunday
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twas at jess's on...thursday then.twas mucho fun.i basically sat in awe of her aunties hoose that we were in 'cos it's so big and..they're so rich.ben and chris came round..haaha pikey, drooly and alex weren't allowed round.but they would've ruined things probably anyway with the alcamaholism and...ruining stuff.apparently ben was completely sober and druf free and yet still managed to make no sense and make me and jess nearly piss ourselves ('how big a fucking lampshade dya need?!') hahhahaaa. then to buying more alcamahol and going back to jess's (easier to say jess's rather than jess's aunties house...)
and for some reason chris made a bong out of a pringle tube.and it worked which was pretty funny. cant remember other things.we burnt things for some reason.chris went home.ben stayed for a bit.watched...from hell and a la jay and silent bob...didnt realise it was about 2am.ben was all "yeah so ill walk home now" but jess said nooo so he stayed over without her mothaar knowing.and before we were laughing at a la ratgirl who is a tres bad pull seeing as ben's pulled her.and jess went somehwere and ben sort of randomly said "i wouldnt pull nikki again but i would pull jess" so i went all scholgirly and me and jess were talking in the kitchen.but jess ruined it all 'cos she already knew ben liked her.which sucked.and anyhoo...so ben stayed in another room and i made jess go and talk to him.and she did....awwww.and it was so cute what happened.she was in there so long that in the end i couldnt be arsed and fell asleep.and she gave ma details but ive forgotten most of them 'cos i was half asleep when she came back in.but aww he really likes her and she's starting to like him.then we fell asleep.
a la next day drooly was being really gay.he started arguing with jess and accusing her of not liking him or the others 'cos she had to cancel and tell them they couldn't come round.but he's a retard so i cba wasting writing space on him.
todaaay...i dinne know what im doing...may go town but urbis is lame 'cos noone's even there and it's gonna rain..so it'll be shite.mleh.a day of downloading moosic.im obsessed with the a decade undet the sun now.thank fuck i got the tbs album in america.cnt remember if it's out here yet... |
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| 04:31pm 10/08/2004 |
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mood:  rejuvenated music: calm before the storm
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have had nothing to do.cba going out with peoples.town's gay.it'd just be rainy and tis a waste of money to get there and do feck all.so watched le films instead.had a considerably good day really.
am being ignored for "a couple of days" by sarah for some reason so won't be seeing her so it seems i am actually seeing jess tomorrow now.although ive planned nothing.so mleh.lamo i saw stuart walking down my road.he really does look like a homosexual.i kept seeing him tocuh his arse and was like 'eh?'.and he kept putting his hand up to his hair and checking it was alright...tsk.
gotta check le academy site for hifh gig...fuck.fuck.i knew it was on the 9th.i knew it.meeeurgh.still got my chemical romance and biffy thank fuck.fuuuuck.cant believe i missed it.i was hoping it was gonna be the 19th so i had time to get money and get a ticket...bollocks.
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| 11:34am 09/08/2004 |
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mood: complacent music: daphne loves derby.
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yeah so i may have copied this off sezra...but she won't mind!!!
* Full name: Natalie Samantha Carr.what a boring name i have.
* Eyes: green with...dunno.just kinda vivid green.
* Hair: black.and fucky now cos it's gone more choppy and weird..but i still have le faithful fringe \m/
* Height: 5 ft...and a half.growing..yay!!!
* Shoe Size: 4 and le half.
* Have tattoos?: nope.
* Have piercings?: had more than i do now but mum made me heal them up or id be grounded for 3 months.her excuse was...okay she didnt even have an excuse...she's just lame.
* Have a BF/GF? nope.thank fuck.
* Own a webcam?: oui.
* Own a thong? : oui.eurgh.
* Wear perfume/cologne? not all le time.
HAVE YOU EVER...
* Flown on a plane: yep.
* Ever been so drunk you blacked out: yep.hahahaha.not cool.
* Missed school because it was raining: ...why would i do that? and i have umbrellas.
* Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: nope.well..maybe but only 'cos they told me first.
* Put a body part on fire for amusement: no 'cos im not a guy.i dont find that totally hilarious.
* Had a crush on a friends girlfriend/boyfriend:yes....wait ....yes.
* Been hurt emotionally: oui.you cant not have been hurt emotionally.
* Had an imaginary friend: ah oui.
* Ever thought an animated character was hot?: yeah.goku from dragonball z.i only used to watch that 'cos my brother had the tv remote tho and wanted to watch it...
* Been on stage: yeah! been in 2 pantomines...in actual theatres.which really isnt something to brag about is it...
* Cut your hair: yeah.once when i was completely tired and cut off half my hair.and the other time when i gave myself a better fringe.
* Had crush on a teacher?: nah.everyone fancies mr howarth but me and sez have a thoery he's as gay as a gay man. *imitates his walk*
FAVORITE
* Fav Color: probably blue.
* Day/Night: night.cept i get realy moody if i stay awake for agges.
* Summer/Winter: winter.i have nicer clothes for winter.
* Lace or Satin: are both materials.lace cos it's pretty. but satin feels nicer..when you touch it.it's...like silk. shutup nat.
* Cartoon Character: daria.she's the best sarcastic teen character ever.
* Fave Food: dunno now 'cos i cba eating 'cos we have no food in the house...
* Fave Advertisement: errrm..the advert on tbs when i was in america for a night at the roxbury..i have to see that film.
* Fave Drink: pepsi.
* Breakfast Food: corn pops.
*Ice Cream: ben and jerry's phish food.
*Fave sport: hahaaha.sitting down with sez at the back of the p.e fields is our sport.
*Fave Flower: black roses.if they have then.if not..white roses.
RIGHT NOW
* Wearing: vans boxers that i bought for no reason in america..im not a boy.white top.
* Eating: nothink.
* Drinking: nothing
* Thinking bout: how im gonna have to go and meet loz and bex in 20 mins when im not even dressed
IN THE LAST 24 HRS...
* Cried: nope.
* Met someone New online: nope
* Done laundry: no..
* Drove a car: no.
* Talked on the phone: oui.alot.
* Kissed someone: ...er cant remember.
* Said "I love you": yep.
* Picked a wedgie?: no.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN...
* Yourself: ...*hit self* if i can touch it it's real.
* Your friends: *hits friends* if i can see them and touch them then they're real
* Santa Claus: no.he's just a paedo.he ahd food in his beard and he's sweaty and fat.
* Tooth Fairy: no.cos i juts get given money by my parents if a tooth falls out.not anymore...
* Angels: no.i read phil pullman's books and the conclusion was that angels are evil.so i dont wanna know about evil angels.
* Ghosts: yeah.
* UFO's: yeah.
* God: not particularly.again with the phil pullman books.
* Love at first sight? nah.hotness at first sight yeah.
FRIENDS AND LIFE...
* Do you ever wish you had another name?: regina falange
* Do you like anyone?: no.hate everyone.
* Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: probs sez cos im with her nearly...alot.
* Who have you known the longest of your friends: errr.tis weird but mebbe drooly cos i knw him in my primary school aswell.
* Are you close to any family members?: am i buggery.
* Who's the weirdest?: sezra.
* Who do you hang out with the most?: sez again.
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
* What do you notice first: le face.
* Last person you slow danced with: ....i cant dance.
* Worst Question To Ask: dunno.
* Last person you kissed: dunno that either.
* Last time someone said they loved you: couple of dayts ago when i got home from america.
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| 11:53am 07/08/2004 |
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mood: moody music: from first to last
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am back from el sunny florida....dunno why there's an el in there 'cos it isn't spain... anyhoo.holiday okay.cba writing about it.'cos there's not much to write about.and ill already tell the people who will actually be interested when i see them.that is if i see them.was supposed to be going out with sez today...where is she me not know.she doesn't care ive come home lol.and she's going out with tom so she's all happy now and all "omg he's so unshallow".even whe i was thousands of miles away she was still saying the same things "i cant believe how unshallow he is" .the process of me telling her he wasn't unshallow was enduring but tis why i love her to bits.and im gonna be pissed off if i dont see her today seeing as she's my best mate and fuck knows where she is.i would say something like "oh i bet i know who she's with" but it'd piss her off even though it is a JOKE.i will ring her again.oooh iv had my hair cut.
will update with interesting things..maybe later.ta ta xxxxx |
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| 05:47pm 19/07/2004 |
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i am now called Titch.look at me go!!! and ellie and now sez are my lipbalm bitches.which is rather nifty.ahaah p.e again was shite.spent about 10 minutes with sez and maria who both..once again couldnt be arsed doing it so we sat behind a tree with kelsey, me aving 'ay fag and laughing at fuckley's cardigan.she really is the gayest teach.i was lay down on le grass after being yelled at to 'get my act together and paticipate in the lesson'.it wasnt my turn to do...whatever we were doing.she says my name all fakeand posh "natalie CARR".says it about 3 times and so in the end i get up and tell her to fuck off, i bat and walk off past the 1st post and back to sez and maria. all this time sh'es yelling at me saying "how DARE you swear at me" and so i got another conduct log * bites hand in sheer terror of a conduct log..*
then she aksed my diary in le changing room.i walked past her to the room.sorted out the fuck up that is my hair, then walked past her again.completely ignoring her.cos she's a bint.and then...i dunno what else i did today.drooly found it funny to undo loads of girls bra's.which is why me and sez were late for geoggers.cos i couldnt re-hook my bra...
and then outisde school he did it again..and again.and again.and again.and then he was doing it up for me.even though i was pushing him off....so he ahd his hands up my shirt and then we saw iss mclan...just watching us at the gates inside school...so we were like.....ehh.and then when she was drivnig home she stopped to tell us to go home.drooly said "we're not in school anymore so you cant tell us what to do ya big slag" thinking she couldnt hear him.her car window was down.so she got out and started yelling at everyone.ahahaaha.will update in a bit. |
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